I spent most treasured years of my childhood in different cities. I left behind friends, memories, feelings, and wishes every time we moved. I was born in Dhaka capital of Bangladesh, after 3/4years later we moved another small city it’s call Kahlua. I love to be spent most of time in my favorite spot of house that had big circles like peg board wall on side. That is what I can see when I close my eyes. Never get tired of looking at huge big green filed, blue sky and some poppa’s grasses flowers are dancing with early breeze morning. There is a vendor walked by the rode and curried some colorful bangles full of his basket making jingle sound. Through the peg board like wholes on the wall. I look at those with wonder and wish to have some in some days I thought when I grew up I will buy lots of bangles.
After two years later, we were moved there is a beautiful city nearby Bay of bangle it called Chittagong. When we open our big windows and we can see sun set and here I spent 19 years of my life. My wishes, my dreams, my happiness were not that big, but most of the time I left them sealed with unfulfillment. I have been told that better days will come, and I made no complain. Now after that many years, when I look back to my childhood, I often think, those were my best days as everything that I wished for, were so little that I can enjoy or forget easily and move on. But it is hard to cover unfulfilled wishes, dreams, and sadness, as I grow up despite of how much efforts I put in. Yet, I look at every single day as a new day that comes with bigger hopes and dreams to fill in and live for.
I love to work with mix media, monoprint, patterns, collage with paper and fabric, compose all together on peg board and wood panel. Layer after layer of geometric and natural patterns are connected through pour, drip and splashes technique of colors. Until I feel the completeness of transforming my joy, happiness, or not so pleasant moments that have become rooted in my memory.